Sorry, but you are looking for something that isn't here.
988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline 988 or 800-273-8255 (24 hours a day) 711 then 988 or 800-799-4889 (TTY) https://988lifeline.org
If you, or someone you know, is thinking of harming themself, contact the 988 Suicide and Crisis Lifeline or call 911 or go to the nearest hospital emergency room.